Last month of last pregnancy?

I am enjoying my last month of pregnancy but am a little sad that this might be it for us. We are about to have our third little girl and are so thrilled to have our happy family, but part of me is torn. Are we done? Can we just have one more? Should we adopt one day? Part of me wants a boy eventually, but the other part of me wants to wait until my girls are older to even think about any of this.

Sometimes I feel like I am completely done and I want to move out of the baby stage of our life and start to enjoy life without a diaper bag. But the other part of me wants a big family and wants to have as many babies as I can.

I guess there is no rush. I am going to try to think about all that later, for now I am going to enjoy the kicks and Buddha belly and my little girls learning and being such awesome little people.